Tuesday, September 26, 2006
4:54 PM
Results are back and I'm in the dunk.
What more do you wanna know??
Kinda poor results.. But than, there are logical answers for this.
Let's start off with bio practical.
Okay nevermind. But Paper 1 and 2 only got B3. Kinda bad, but in my
class... I'm still top.
Maths I'm always bad for no reason.. Maybe no fate or something.
English... Comprehension is excellent(according to teacher).
Whole school top 34 I got 30(To me, kinda bad. But whole class clapped
as though it was very good.)
It's all the composition's fault. I had overlooked several factors.
Actually it's my own fault.Anyway, lets not continue about English.
Or other subjects.
Or study.
Or about school.
Or.... stuff.
Something I saw yesterday changed my whole perspective of
life.(I know.. I should have said it yesterday. What can you do
about it??) Everyday in the morning, I followed my usual
schedule of not wanting to wake up, not wanting to go to
school, not wanting to face teacher's boring lessons... But
something overrided all those thoughts. I had to go.
I always get by being driven to school in my dad's car.
So kinda lucky. But I had to endure the cold, harsh temperature
of the aircon. I know I can off it, but for some reason, I
didn't. It was raining hard, and with the air conditioner,
it was FREEZING. But who cares? Too cold is good.
It suppresses my emotions. What I saw on the way to school
made my heart turn into ice.
A girl was standing directly under the rain, with ABSOLUTELY
no shelter. ANOTHER girl with a big freakin' umbrella was RIGHT in front
of her. It is impossible for the girl with umbrella to not notice the girl
suffering. I know you are thinking, who cares? Answer is: I don't.
You must be saying, that's impossible. Reply is: Definitely... Not.
I do not care about this at all. This incident merely shows what kind of
world we are in. A heartless and cruel world. No one cares about anyone.
To those who have emotions, good for you. Emotions make one weak
and unstable. Someday, somehow I might get back my emotions..
My true emotions.. Which must be hidden somewhere.. Anywhere...
Man has many faces, but one ugly heart.
juz a loner-`< ...and stuff>